Archive for April, 2008

Posted on April 1, 2008 - by Abner

Toot toot

Yikes forgot to mention. I am excitedly waiting for the 12th of April to come.
Let’s hope it goes well and without a hitch.

Just thinking about it thrills me. Forgive me for I never had this chance before. Am unable to reveal much details before it’s really confirm.

Posted on April 1, 2008 - by Abner

April Fool’s Day

I was lucky that the shit happened just a week ago. If not, it would feel even worse to discover the amount of bullshitting and lies on such a day. Would have been the biggest joke ever played on me and I would have gone completely bonkers. Imagine going to your friends for consolation and they think that this bozo, in this case, me, is trying to pull a big one on them. Complete with all the sad face, teary eyes and blank stares. Being a regular prankster/dick/jackass that I am, I would have been rejected and laughed upon if I approached them today. Damn, that would be so depressing when you really need a shoulder to lean/cry/bite on.

I have my lucky stars to thank for, and to “the person” of course for choosing to announce to me a week before this auspicious date.

Nonetheless, it’s a bleak and dark April Fool’s Day.

I really wanted to continue to wallow in self pity especially after my return from the weekend Port Dickson trip. The barbecue on the beach with a sky lit only by stars do not console me. And this did not escape my friends eyes who were quick to claim that we had a moonless night. That’s a little bloody inconsiderate right, for I have just swallowed a huge chunk of bloody lies and conspiracy shit just less than five days ago. The food burning session was a lousy one for me for my mind tend to wander and conjure up a lot of what ifs. What if she was here with me on the beach enjoying the breeze and listening to the waves… you get the idea. Trying to give examples makes me even more emo.
And the glaring truth of a missing moon in a pitch black sky littered only with stars did not help. There was not even a distant Luna up there. Hell even the “ones” up there are saying fuck la abner, forget it, let it roll on by. Then they hid the moon for the night. Damn… so considerate of them. Deep breath. Kick the sand.

In case you are a bit lost, “the person”‘s name is associated to the second brightest object apart from the Sun.

If this was not enough, I am noticing a insanely huge presence of Matrix, an MPV automobile. Yes, “the person” drives this. My eyes tend to hone and lock on them. Without fail I will have them around me. There is one on the right, there is one in the rear view mirror. One zooming in the second lane, another in the third. While waiting at the junction to turn, it glides by. Frustrated I turn to the right and lo and behold, they have a fucking showroom of Matrix on display. These are just a few examples. It’s a little comforting they are all in different colors. All these irony makes me wants to laugh out loud. Till now I have not seen the same car plate number around. If there is a sudden eerie presence of it, damn… I would be consulting a medium and get amulets to ward them off. Coincidence can’t be that bad right? Mmm… one never knows. I might see a few later on my way home.

Loads to pour in here. Let me find the time ok? I have work to do.