Sigh.

Posted on March 25, 2008 - by Abner

That’s all I am doing most of the time since yesterday.
Amazingly I seek my solace through phone calls and meeting friends. Everyone has been so supportive even the guard at my housing entrance.

Thank you for all the support and concern. I will definitely pull through this ordeal but it will take time for this is a very very bad shit that was shoved in my face. I am in the office so I refrain from words or sentences that will move me to dwell further into the dark corner. I do not want to shed tears in the office. Pathetic as I am now, I truly am thankful for the open arms and ears that are so readily available for me. Yeah… some of you can just yell get over it and shit but if you know the details which I am not prepared to divulge upon for now or the future, I am not sure.

I am through with all the lies. Sorry but I think the couple of coming posts will be similar. I am still very much in need for tight long hugs. Yes I am a sissy. A disorientated sissy.

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qiqi said:

*pats on head* my ears are still yours until you get through this. sorry for this morning though, i was still pigging out on my soft comfy bed hehehe. say.. will a cheesecake made by me cheer you up even by a bit? or maybe some chocolate biscuits? you’re not sissy laaaa.. just more sensitive. disoriented sensitive guy *hugs*
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lai said:

*hug*
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jasmin said:

Did i hear someone said cheese cake made by her? I wan!!! Come Ab, we eat together.
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Abner said:

@ qiqi, lai, jasmin
i wish i could but i worry my gag reflex will react. can’t really stomach anything for now. but qiqi i hold you to your offer k? thanks a lot a lot.
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qiqi said:

yea man.. you can eat the whole cake without letting jas even take a bite LOL! *runs far far away from jas*
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Cicak said:

Abner da hunk!

Abnerd.onLifeIsDown = function() {
var Life = undefined;
for(i=0;i<10000;i++) chinUp(Life);
return Life;
}

Cheer!
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Mango said:

hi bro, when ever i feel down, not happy,depress, i am sure will listen to this song to encourage my self.”borrow” this song to you by Wubai “钢铁男子”(Iron Man).take a look at the lyric,is so meaningful.as somebody to translate it for you.hehe

钢铁男子
作词:伍佰/作曲:伍佰

擦去转身离去之后不争气的泪
灿烂笑容渗杂著汗水
真的累你看不出我的伤悲
景色还是一样的美

忘记昨日一切其实还没有准备
新的明天如何去面对
我需要安慰让悲伤的人不流泪
迎向太阳头也不回

告诉我

像个钢铁般的男子
我会藏起我所有的心事
像座坚强的山能抵挡风和雨
浓雾若散去抬起头遥望著天际
明天又是一片翠绿

像个钢铁般的男子
我会藏起我所有的心事
将我热情的心随季节而冷却
没有尽头前方的路途还遥远
就算感动也无所谓

一切都将成回忆无法抹灭的过去
会随著时间慢慢地模糊的痕迹
就让它去
或许有一天会想起
生命之中曾经战胜自己
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Mango said:

haha, forgot to give you the link,here it is

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uabT3IF8×3Q&feature=related
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Abner said:

@ cicak
thanks a lot. really. and cicak i think it’s obvious i won’t be climbing tomorrow. sorry.

@ mango
the song rocks. i shall have it as my theme song, mang. i can catch a few words of his songs. thank you.
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dyna said:

Hi Abner,
Be strong kay… remember, i’ll always be there for u…!! **huG**
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rizal said:

hey abner. hope everything will be alright with you though that sounds cliche.. but i do really mean it.